On a sticky wicket...................

well sorry folks................well 1 wise person once said that promises are meant to be broken........and i embody that phrase completely..........after swearing and committing to all my dear netizens that i will be more regular,i fail repeatedly to stick to my words...........bt hope is the light which guides everything in this world,so me too hoping against hope that i be a man of my words some day..................well the past week has been quite frustrating to say the least,with me writhing in despair,agony,distress and many other emotions which i am unable to put into words(again pardon me for my limited vocab,trying to improve on this front since time immemorial),after the BSNL JTO results were announced...............although i had the least of expectations as i appeared for the exam without much of preps and didnt care to check the solutions too .........as most of the questions were answered in a impromptuous state...................bt ever since the advent of Einstein's theory of Relativity,everything in this horizon be it man,material or money has been measured relatively................and so it happened the same way this time around too...............like many of the previous PSU's, this upset,which was nothing new for me ,wud have been swept under the carpet nonchalantly had it not been for the achievements of my illustrious compatriots who rose to the ocassion like the phoenix from the ashes and did the unthinkable,umimagined et al................really my situation worsened when i came to know that 16 of my peers had cleared the exam hands down............nt bcoz i was jealous of them or secretly prayed for their demise and my wishes were overturned instead.............believe me i m not so malevolent................bt the thing which my parents kept on harping about for days on was that if so many cud do that y not u............they exemplied einstein's relativity theory to the T...........checked the credentials of each of them and chided me for being negligent in studies and ruining one's future and things which i dont remember and dont want to recollect............basically i was forced to keep up a stiff upper lip and to eat humble pie at the end of the day.............finally as they say time is the best healer and really time came to my rescue big time although not for the first time.............or i wud have been a skeleton in the closet for the family............finally i decided that i may be destined for better things in the future..............bt i hope those better things come soon or else my and my parent's patient will run out.............really it is said that wise men learn from other's people mistakes and average people from their own and although i try to be clever bt i end up being average or foolish most of the time...........here too i personify the omnipresent fraility of man......................well enough of philos.............i m yet to write a funny post and many friends have reminded me that my posts do not match with my personality..................hope to write that too soon.............well i sign off with these words................"Now is the winter of our discontent and that is inevitable to end,the only thing that can follow is the spring"